5.5.11

refresh...

i think the hardest part of accomplishing something is that there is change involved.

in my every day life i love to spice things up. i don't like to do the same thing for too long and i sure as heck can't stand being tied down. with that whole tied down thing the future scares me!

i'm in the process of spreading my roots, growing up and finding a new job. i've been at sbux for a little over 3 years now. i'm in post-op recovery from major hip surgery and things are a little complicated at work right now, to explain it as quickly as i can. i'm in lack of challenge, i'm not growing and i think i have served my purpose for being there. now on to the new...

you might be wondering why i am sharing this random post about my future and change and yadda yadda. i truly believe that with this new time in my life, hopefully a new place of employment, i will get a refresh. kind of like on your firefox or safari browser when your internet stalls you give it a refresh to clear its process, start it new.



only problem is that i stall on this process. i get scared. i am still processing what it is that scares me so much. is it to find out what i'm capable, or not, of? is it because i'm afraid things won't change? or that they will?

regardless...

i'm refreshing and hoping i open a few new pages of creativity in this new chapter.


Our Greatest Fear

 


Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other

people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others.

—Marianne Williamson

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